Sadness

Sadness...
Perhaps the thing that breaks me is sadness.  In those I love around me.  I need for others to be happy or I simply can't feel it for myself.
I spent the evening with someone close to me whose heart has been broken and I hurt for them.  The questions...the whys... they come in the sadness, with the tears and I am left wordless, remember my ancient pain and thinking I have no answers.  None.  I didn't then and I still don't now.
Except that time heals all wounds.  Those are my Nanny's words to me.  And so I share them, for the rest of the world to hear.  Time fades the brightest of colors and gives you a very different vantage point year after year of life.  It gets better.  It will get better.  The sadness that is fresh today will not be so in a matter of weeks and months...who knows what happiness awaits you just around the corner.  For tomorrow...is another day! (((HUGS)))

Dreaming

Dreaming...
It takes its many forms
from cheerful, playful moments
to fearful, tears and more.

Dreaming...
Like many a varied day
Living in the moment
Not always going your way.

Dreaming...
From within this place
Blue eyes, Blue eyes
I'm lost in his embrace.

Sometimes I must write.  I'm not sure exactly why.  Too many feelings inside, I suppose.  :)  Some of my happiest moments in this life are dreaming with Adam.  We spent the day together yesterday.  He is my Blue Eyes.  He is the dream keeper.  His words speak life to my heart.  Today, Tomorrow & Always.

I love you, Adam. :*

Our day started like any other, I went to work.  Half way through my day I realized that I could take off at lunch time and not come back for the afternoon.  Adam was off of work.  We crawled in our mini-van and said, "What are we going to do?"  Spur of the moment doesn't come upon us very often, but wow, when it does!  It turns into the best day ever. :D
We started with lunch by the river front at a new Italian restaurant.  Amazing!  The waitress, the food, the river.  We finished up and headed out to have a look around the Hawkins Point Visitor Center.  We spent the day traveling around the waterfront, walking the beach and taking in all there was of a beautiful day.  
Memories cherished & moments to hold.  (((HUGS)))